The only thing.. But why?

The only thing that keeps me together is you
the only thing that makes my mind clear is you
the only thing i can think about is……you
the only thing i want to do is take a knife
But why is that my only thinking
but why do you make my mind clear
why can’t i think about something else
those nightmare’s won’t leave me alone
those creepy things that destroy my live….
but i will get stronger if you let me
but i will get weaker if you’re not with me…
i write this, to make me feel better
i wrote this ,in the hope you’ll understand someday……